and somehow i can never pull off stealth
i long to pounce and launch and leap
i long to find my perfect weapon

introduction
you were damaged and lonely and everything i could ever want i adapted myself to your every move and i told myself i couldnt live without you sometimes i was scared by how intense we were together but then you would hold me tighter and i couldnt help but let go your body imprinted onto me your name written across me again and again and again and i can never forget you everything i ever did was to please you and just as spontaneously as we were brought together you walked out of my life no ferry rides or benches at kirribilli or ingraving names or cemetaries just a bunch of wasted words and bus tickets


conclusion
Strong and stable. Alone but not lonely. Different to everything I'd ever know. I want your independance. I want to be as admirable. You want affection. You want my body. I let down my barriers and you walked right past. Can you see inside me? There is so much I want to say to you. I scream it through my tears. I need your attention, your love. I found a hole in your barrier. You epitomise weakness. You personify a fascade. Damaged once again. Damaging. Just my type...



I lost my body somewhere in between